# 148

hey.
i think a lot and i feel like my head is going to burst.

im sad,
just because i hate myself for not having a confident at all.
in mostly things.

im sad,
for always punished my own self for the things that... i dont even know why.

i dont know.
phsycopath, am i ?
coward, am i ?

have i lost my trust to myself?
what should i do?

its the solutions that i need to find,
not the mistake and being sad.

i want myself a freedom.
where i could stop to think over my limit.
or think about i shouldnt.

i just need a spirit to move on my life when i think i have a bad life.
 a motivation. good vibes.

or maybe, it just me for being so complicated. as always.







haihh, ko meroyan apa ni, setan. move on je la dengan hidup kau. redah jela. u've been on this earth in almost 24years. blerghh. chill dah la. g mati la dengan expectation org kat kau. do what you can do as best as possible. the rest, u gotta hand it to ALLAH. let Him decide for you. Chill.