#157

Breakdown last night. Suddently, i cried for some unreasonable thing. 

I cry because i feel like i am no one to my old friend. My old besties. I dont have any topicnto talk. I can feel the distance. 

I cry because i can feel that i am no longer myself.

I cry because i am not happy.

And i cry because i miss my mom, my dad, and my siblings. But i dont know how to tell em. 

I lose myself. 

I hope this dua will make me strong and sabr. Found this randomly at my timeline. Alhamdulillah. Really need this.